Stop making excuses to have to leave.
It's obvious you have somewhere else you want to be.
How long can this go on, you keep going back for more.
And I'm tired of wanting to believe you'll ever stop anymore.
Please look at who you are;
And the line you have crossed over.
You must think that I'm so blind.
Or that it's all just in my mind.
I don't know from where I should embark.
This is tearing me apart.
There is so much that is wrong that I know.
It's a turmoil that continues to grow.
Built on your sins and secrets and lies.
You have backed me into a corner.
Making excuses for everything.
I'm trying to be strong. Stop denying what you won't say.
You don't know how to end it. I regret what it will bring.
Every accusation you've heard in your dreams,
Still means nothing with false illusions by your side.
But I hope you can live with yourself in what you continue to deny.
That's why I don't know from where I should embark.
This is tearing me apart.
There is so much that is wrong that I know.
It's a turmoil that continues to grow.
Built on your sins and secrets and lies.
And I don't know how to answer the what and the whys.
05.18.17
©Kerri L. Stanley
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