Realizing Our Fate

When fate brought you to me
I was lost and so alone
I didn't think anyone could
Take my heart
Without me wanting it back
For myself
But I'm realizing each time
You're with me
That I want to share it
With you

I don't want to disappoint you
With false expectations
But my hopes parallel yours
And although my heart has
Been bruised
Loving you seems to be the
Best remedy

Still I sometimes stumble
Into darkness
And find myself not making
Sense
I cry for no apparent reason
Even when I'm holding you close
In my arms

Please don't displace my moments
Of apathy
With inner guilt or even fault
For it's only my way of learning
To keep myself content
While I want to make you
Happy
As you have done
When fate brought you to me

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